Counting stars

Some crazy imagery but yet another song that taps into existential angst..

I ..... feel something so wrong, doing the right thing
 and I ...... feel something so right, doing the wrong thing

and lately I've been, I've been praying hard,
said no more counting dollars we'll be, we'll be counting stars...

and the scary, dangerous reality:

"everything that kills me makes me feel alive"

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I suppose the trick is to to die at it.